The sky is not blue is the morning
It is red with your anger
Angels don’t wake me up with flowers
I don’t sleep enough to deserve any
They don’t sing me songs that calm my mind
I don’t hear words that bless my ear
Where is the beauty you promised?
Where is the love?
I can wave my hand and make it go away
Make you go away with the vows and promises
Did I say till death do us part?
Damn it! The foolery
Why wait until my body dies with my soul?
I’m dead where it matters
Where my spirit meets my heart and mind
All damaged in your promise of forever
I never held back
I gave everything I had
Now I stare at the little human we made
The magic we created from our ugly
And I want to stay and kill my body for her
To bleed, so that her life is nothing but perfect
But you cannot glue over a broken soul
This broken can never be perfect
-To you, for healing.